All for nothing, just a world of thoughts within me...
Have been forced and threatened Life long to do.....
Once when I stepped on my own foot did I realize,
Nothing but filth is yet in store....
Lovely an insight was once within,
Beauty adorned with heavenly abode.....
Step by step into the years,
Gaining pleasure........... to loose this insight within......
Getting to hear words unheard before,..
Expressed in secret ,thought I was privileged to listen,
Not realising, It was me loosing grip of that beautiful insight
within......
Frustrated with hearing started the talking ,
Just to be confronted with words of judgement for my justification......
Once more to start with the "learn to be silent",
Just to get back to my lost insight.....
Filled with agony and pain of wrongdoing,
Was determined to condemn myself for a blame.....
Then had a vision of a person in my place ,
Who knew the weight of the burden on my back ......
Was on my way to the throne to be judged,
All along with nothing but silent tears......
This person offered His ear to my whispering voice ,
Not once did He take His eyes off my face ......
With a pat on my back, a gentle touch,
Offered to carry my burden for me......
Not once did He reveal the Secret of His patience ,
But led me to trust Him , all journey long......
Few were His words, to say to me ,
When He did , just to burn my heart to listen for more.....
With a sweet hug did He express His love for me ,
Even when I knew Him not and a sinner I was.....
I knew I was just a few steps from being judged and
condemned,
When He atlast stopped to talk to me .
"Neither can your burden be dismissed without judgement,
Nor can My love be fulfilled with you being judged"......
He offered to carry my burden on the cross .....
and stunned the heavens to cry out with shame,
With the passion of His love , " Once and for all your burden is
gone" said He......
My burden was judged and His love was proved , the mercy and
grace of the Living God.......
Didnt He have to stop with sacrificing Himself on the Cross for
me,
He also did give me His royal name, to walk with Him to the
throne of grace......
Taught me to live with hope, to wait till I see Him face to face .........
just to remember, in your times of trouble........
With the blessing He will not increase the pain.......
